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Our parents, our school, the government - they've lost us. Our friends, our lives, ourselves - we are all just wayward wanderers. We hear the screaming sirens and the soft tune of the birds, see blood splattered concrete and the weeds which try to overtake the man-made prison that is the city. We are fed with lies and drained of morals. Our youth is torn in two. By day school and work consume us but by night daddys precious daughters sleep only in his dreams. We are creatures of our own creation, alone in this hellish world to either add to the chaos or simply escape forever into the forests, where this generation will forever be lost and forgotten.

nug half the size of my head lmao

nug half the size of my head lmao

i was trip sitting this bunch and got this adorable pic:)

i was trip sitting this bunch and got this adorable pic:)

noon on saturday

with chris, jesse, max, and sara

i dont know how i feel about sara

i dont think she can handle acid

she has panic attacks sometimes and shes generally unstable

except recently shes been doing well

but still……

shes never done anything except weed either, i dont think she knows what shes getting heself into.

still no word from him. and we just discovered he was already on probabtion. so here are the possible options:

he is still in a hospital or psych ward, either comatose, perma-tripping, or recieving counseling/getting better.

he is in jail.

he expelled and sent home.

Thats all the options that exist, really. This was his first offense with the school but seeign he was on probabtion, its all over really. 

IM GOING INSANE. THIS IS CONSUMING MY MIND. I NEED TO KNOW WHERE HE IS AND IF HE IS OK

you had to talk to three cops while your on acid and they are arresting your friend. i think i did pretty well considering. didnt get myself arrested! even if i was a babbling idiot

my friend might still be in the hospital and im just praying he will be okay and that monster i saw isnt here to stay in my joe’s place

my friend had a psychotic break from the acid. joe. poor poor joe with his glassy eyes and terrified gaze and babbling, raving words. We had to call the cops to take him down when he got violent, he really tried to kill us i think. after first getting naked, rubbing peanut butter on himself, dumping water bottles and coke bottles all over my room, throwing dishsoap around the room, and completely desecrating the place. this is all 100% true and im terrified. i had the longest, worst trip ever. he went down in about 3 hours, while i got to repeatedly lose my sanity for the next 24. i think ive finally come down.

acid is fucking terrifying and i hope no one ever does it again

im so sorry joe please be okay

whadya guys think, is there molly in this pill?
*mystery pill i recieved.. erm found erm stole uhmmm dont ask
#dumbass kids taking risky drugs

whadya guys think, is there molly in this pill?

*mystery pill i recieved.. erm found erm stole uhmmm dont ask

#dumbass kids taking risky drugs

do want

do want

im done waiting lets do this shit i dont care what i do tonight

ADDERALLADDERALLADDERALL

i like adderall lol. first time taking it. very useful. ive been studying for 3 hours:)